Keep trying something new in Life ...

We meet new people become friends and spend a good time with them and after a while they become busy in there life and then again loop continues ,this is the way life goes on and time spent with friends never come back ,When i look back in my life i made so many friends few were my roommates spent such gala time with them but now all are busy in there own life and no one can bring that time back .
Lately i noticed i was getting too much wasteful and negative thoughts and then i decided to change the way i think ,we know most of our thinking depends on our friend circle but few things are there which come from our inner self ,i.e our SOUL and our surroundings ,the vibes which we get from people around us. One of my friend is from Brahmakumari's ,she told me that why don't i visit once BK and see the change in me and people around me.
I started going to BK and took lessons which they call as a 7 day course ,which is very good for all ,it helps us to evaluate our self ,what we are ,where we are . After completion of 3rd lesson itself i felt difference when i started doing RajYoga. Life has become more interesting ,less wasteful thoughts.I am very lucky that i have so many friends and i never visited such places but this time i thought we should explore everything in life so lets give it a try and i found it very interesting. I feel very peaceful .I recommend everyone going to Rajyoga at least once a week . I completed my lessons .
Will share more thoughts on RajYoga :-)

Saddest and Painful incident of 2013

It was quite normal day ,i woke up , was in office for whole day and dinner outside and later me and my colleague decided to have icecream and we went for icecream and when i reached to my room i started having severe stomachache ,i tried controlling by taking pills and it was so severe that i was not able to go to washroom for vomiting.Somehow night passed and i messaged my colleague in morning  that i need Doctor .
He came with a Dr and ambulance.Dr told i need to be taken to hospital and then only they can say anything. I was in severe pain ,had no option ,my colleague took me to hospital and after few tests Dr told i'm diagnosed with some perforation between intestine and colon and if i'm not operated soon then i'll loose my life. I can never forget the moment when Dr told me you don't have any option either die or go for surgery and when i said i wanna go back to india then he told you don't have that option and then he asked me do you want to discuss with your friends. I was in such a shock and i was literally crying and thinking i'm gonna die and my parents won't be able to see me again :-( :-( :-(
I can't even express what was my condition at that time and when all reports  came by that time my manager and one of my another frnd from office were also there.She told we can go to other hospital and try if anything is possible without surgery.Dr told you have to sign paper that if anything happens to patient we are not responsible and you can take her.Then we went to other hospital but that hospital was horrible ,patients were coming on statures and by looking at them i was just praying i don't wanna die. Then seeing condition and after discussing with my india manager my manager took decision to going back to the last hospital where i had all tests,
In meantime my HR informed my parents about the incident and my parents were in big shock too ,they didn't had food that day and they were not able to sleep,i didn't wanted to inform them but as a part of official formalities they were keep informed for each and every update.
Everything was different that day ,one day before i never knew i'm gonna diagnosed with such a problem and i would need a immediate surgery.and then when we went back Dr told he will operate immediately. They started taking my blood samples ,staff was very nice and so was Dr.
I was scared like hell,in my mind i already start imagined that i'm never gonna come alive out of operation theater.i was only crying crying and crying ,my colleague who was next to me was sympathizing me that nothing gonna happen to me and everything will be alright.Nurse told me that they are gonna operate me now and when i told this to my manager he told they are only doing tests so that  i'll not be scared,but i knew they are taking me to OT.i requested them please give anesthesia out of OT but they told  no no we don't have that facility outside OT.and when they were taking me to OT i closed my eyes and didn't opened only when i came out of anesthesia effect.They took me inside and then one sister asked me  whats your name ,you are from which place ,where you stay and injected me syringe and after that i only remember waking up midnight and i felt my stomach having something over it  ,some sort of load and when i took my hand there i came to know ah everything is over and i'm alive.I was feeling relaxed and wanted to talk to my family and my colleague but since it was too late and Dr told they can only meet me in morning so they left the hospital and i had no phone to contact them.I was in severe pain when i came of anesthesia effect but this pain was lot more different from the pain which i was feeling before surgery,the pain of loosing my life :-(
I'm very thankful to my colleague who took care of me and my manager too.They visited me daily in hospital. Later i was given pain killers and then i got up in morning and was very happy to see them. Called my parents ,they were also little relaxed.
I was in hospital for a week and then i moved to hotel and later flied back to India.My Dad came to hyd to take me back to my hometown, his face was so relaxed when he saw me and he immediately called my mother and informed that i'm ok.I saw those tears in my dad eyes :-( With god grace i'm perfect now but i pray to god this thing should never happen to anyone even my enemy when you are out of your country. I was lucky i had good friend and good manager who took care of me very timely and becoz of that i'm perfect now.
You become helpless and everything gets freeze in front of your eyes when such things happens to you.I'll never forget April 25th 2013.

New Year New Resolutions ..... contd

2013 was full of travel for me , boarded my first international flight :-)
Met new people ,saw new culture and wondered how different kind of people are there in this world . Met few KHADOOS people :-D and made new frndz .As my friendz know me that i'm very good at making frndz...Traveled across 4 new countries .
My professional life touched new skies this year.It was best year of my professional life ,my projects went live and  if i look at my personal life ,i evolved myself as a better person.It all depends on oneself how one wanted to grow ,everyone have several options and i think i choose my decisions very wisely.well all people think so :-D
Like every year i took new resolutions and they will come out soon :-) Like every year i want to grow more as a better person and want to be my parents fav among my siblings :-) though i know for parents all there kinds are equal.
New year also started with great news of  my another project went go live .First day of year started by looking at my parents happy faces ,i was very late in getting up though :-D no scolding as it was first day of Year and everything is allowed on first and last day of year....

New Year New Resolutions .....

Happy to be back to writing after long long time :-)
It always gives pleasure when you express your feelings in writing and sometimes i feel things which you can never tell verbally can be expressed more beautifully in writing ...
Wish my all friends a very Happy and Blessed New Year 2014.
I spent this new year eve with my family after many years, Hope this year brings all good things to all of us.
A year is always mixture of good and bad things and so was 2013 for me ...
Got lot of friends ,met lot of new people ,many things happened for the first time to me ,overall 2013 was one of best year of ma life :-)